In America
Ain’t no shantytowns
Ain't no shantytowns
They’re all underground
Or stuffed into a shopping cart.
In America
You ain’t not alone
‘cept when you’re on the street:
Nobody you meet
Wants to take you home
sleep at a bus stop, here
Huddled in the evening news.
In America
Everyone got shoes.
No one has the blues;
They’re all underground
Shoved into a plastic bag.
Drowning down under the river
But the river ain’t there,
It ain’t nowhere
Ain’t no shantytown
Round here, anywhere.
This is America
Ain’t no poor man here,
And ain’t no bright noon sun
In America
To hide things from.
Note: The grammar in the poem is intentional. It's not meant to render colloquial speech as much as it is to lend ambiguity to the statements.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Defense Department
Ground meat gristle war machine
with flag wave cross bone skull in green
it frenzy-feeds, farts and shits out
silver for the new Iscariot.
Kiss the race, the human face
shove your kids into its maw
hear the crow laugh, buzzards flap
sniff the stink of napalm death.
here’s the drug for you, my dear
meat on your plate, now chew, now chew
eat, choke clotted blood and spume,
exploded eye and swollen lung,
expose the spine and nerveless strings.
Ground meat gristle war machine
goes on and on across a plain
folded into fumaroles
where sky once was and in the fog
who sees the ugly ending come?
Metal machine drone insect wing
it roars and screams at everything.
it fills the bank with candy-jack
and slipper-blood and cadillacs
and everything for pretty princes
so witty, killing party jokes
anticipating tasty sorrow
lasting tears and ruined life
(that is no life, it’s just not death).
It really gets them off with glee
they spurt, the slackness flies so free
it's radiant like neutron waste
and glows on every poor man’s face
as they decide, like god above
how many towns to burn today;
and grinding gristle bone-machine
grabs hand and limb for grist and glean
to sweep the universe so clean,
the gleaming, shiny war machine;
the oligarchic endless dream
so safe in happy houses, free;
the Christmas tree is placed with care
above the salt-sown plain of fear.
Oh godly golden death, it gleams!
The gristle bone-crunch war machine.
with flag wave cross bone skull in green
it frenzy-feeds, farts and shits out
silver for the new Iscariot.
Kiss the race, the human face
shove your kids into its maw
hear the crow laugh, buzzards flap
sniff the stink of napalm death.
here’s the drug for you, my dear
meat on your plate, now chew, now chew
eat, choke clotted blood and spume,
exploded eye and swollen lung,
expose the spine and nerveless strings.
Ground meat gristle war machine
goes on and on across a plain
folded into fumaroles
where sky once was and in the fog
who sees the ugly ending come?
Metal machine drone insect wing
it roars and screams at everything.
it fills the bank with candy-jack
and slipper-blood and cadillacs
and everything for pretty princes
so witty, killing party jokes
anticipating tasty sorrow
lasting tears and ruined life
(that is no life, it’s just not death).
It really gets them off with glee
they spurt, the slackness flies so free
it's radiant like neutron waste
and glows on every poor man’s face
as they decide, like god above
how many towns to burn today;
and grinding gristle bone-machine
grabs hand and limb for grist and glean
to sweep the universe so clean,
the gleaming, shiny war machine;
the oligarchic endless dream
so safe in happy houses, free;
the Christmas tree is placed with care
above the salt-sown plain of fear.
Oh godly golden death, it gleams!
The gristle bone-crunch war machine.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Mobius Flip
Don’t tire me out with lies
you don’t know whys.
Don’t give me your sand castles
Or bitten apples
Awful strains to find remains
Of something easy to accrue
Put the pot down
Pour out a cup
And listen to once what’s around you.
It floats in transparencies
Outside the pharmacies
Flows without a personal ghost
Up and down if you’ll beam in
The happiness of losing self
And sense.
Don’t get comfy in the fat jacket, Jack
Get down under knees to see
Something a little elementary
What’s going on in the immediate, all around you
Down to your soul-feet sky.
Get in on this flipper dive
The mobius flip, alive, alive!
Get out of the trip, it’s jive
Check out your sister, brother
Fall in with a new crowd, cloud loud
The blades of tenderness, those little savage
Dander-lions in the slipstream of your one and only
Rising ball of earthly fury, Argus-eyed life.
Don’t kid yourself, kid
We never really miss a trick.
Thursday, November 29, 2012
The Night Storm
Buffet and shake my little house
Dark and raging winds
filled with the lash of rain;
Remind me of mortality
Show me the risk of being alive
Separate from the fury of effervescence;
This restless, driving universe.
Give me this gift of fear
The last door through which I’ll pass;
Opening on the light that is
A Vulcan shower of forging sparks
Of which I am and always was a part
Though I deny it, in my little
Shaking house.
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Unrequited
Light
comes in
through
your shy face;
a window
where I
can see
all
things I know
are
beautiful…
beautiful
and young,
bright
and earthy,
new
grass, wildflowers
blue
skies
Leopard
grace
sunshine
smile of brighter hue
than the
finest, warmest gold.
Excited
and alive
diamond-eyed
swirling
up, a storm
of
crackling ideas
childlike
and intelligent
given
freely to the day
with
grins and hope.
You don't
know it
but I
love you today
with all
the yearning,
all the
soaring arrows
of truth
and freedom
in my
mind and soul.
I'll
never tell you
for it
wouldn't do
to mar
your path
with
selfishness
or,
witless, heartless
allow you
to feel a single pang
of
regret, distaste, or pain
for
something so unreal
and
unneeded.
Though
turned away,
in my
hidden thoughts
I kiss
your luminous face
hold your
mystery in my arms
wonder at
the universe
reflected
in the surface
of your
eyes.
I ask for
nothing else of God
except--
let me love him
with my
secret glance
which
whispers
like a
breath on glass
warmly,
but without harm,
memory,
or trace.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
School Picture
("1965" By David Salt) |
Where the emulsion
Has cracked and curled,
Has torn or worn away
Lies the truth.
The shy boy face
The half-smile
Is the mask
worn to school that day;
Like the stiff, red shirt;
Protection against
The cold.
The true self dreamed of
Going somewhere friendlier.
Lonely,
Reading ahead in class
Or dreaming
Of red numbers and blue numbers.
He always dreamt in colors
Always--
That was one thing that
Couldn't be cured, or slapped away
With incomprehensible
Adult resentment.
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Ageing Song
"Cell Phone Self Portrait" |
It the little things, you know
The sudden ache to go
It’s the breakdown of my body
The breakdown of my body
The deadness in the morning
After aching in the night
The breakdown of my body
The breakdown of my body
The softening of flesh
As it folds into a wrinkled mess
The turning of my hair
Into tasteless shades of gray
The dimming of my eyes
And all the little lies
To which my ears are prey
And fear grows everyday
For the breakdown of my body
The breakdown of my body
Oh, leave me halt and blind
But leave intact my mind
Or, perhaps it would be better
If my reason left me first
Then I’d never know
I’d never even see
The breakdown of my body
The breakdown of my body
The creaking bone
And rheumy eye
The birdlike hands
The livered lips
I see them like a hologram
Imposed on my reflected face
One can’t control
Impose one’s will
On ages rolling down one’s back
All I can do is watch and wait
And give up to my fatal fate
And cope somehow, now it’s so late
With the breakdown of my body
The breakdown of my body.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
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Saturday, November 10, 2012
Your Strange Music (For Jamie Stewart)
Somehow you understand
the world is full of Bali-smash bells
grinding guitars and doomsday drums.
something angry and fierce
is trying to hold on, hold on.
Even though it’s tearing out of my skin
with a long knife, please,
don’t let the sounds of a pretty flute distract you
(for it will try)
or the howl of the maelstrom molest you
(keep walking, keep walking on through)
I’ve noticed it too,
the sounds of frightening decay.
Oh, we’re having a mighty good time.
but we aren’t
and the see-saw of nausea, black blood and gangrene
when you know it’s lose it or die
(no time to laugh, no time to cry)
leaves you waiting in the sinner’s café,
waiting I say, for a bullet in the brain
to make a tunnel for the train
the clouds remain, raining
until you’re met on the street
by crazy Rebecca…
…and something small and still
something that struggled for so long
lifts it’s feeble hands to the sky
drops them and shockingly,
dies.
the world is full of Bali-smash bells
grinding guitars and doomsday drums.
something angry and fierce
is trying to hold on, hold on.
Even though it’s tearing out of my skin
with a long knife, please,
don’t let the sounds of a pretty flute distract you
(for it will try)
or the howl of the maelstrom molest you
(keep walking, keep walking on through)
I’ve noticed it too,
the sounds of frightening decay.
Oh, we’re having a mighty good time.
but we aren’t
and the see-saw of nausea, black blood and gangrene
when you know it’s lose it or die
(no time to laugh, no time to cry)
leaves you waiting in the sinner’s café,
waiting I say, for a bullet in the brain
to make a tunnel for the train
the clouds remain, raining
until you’re met on the street
by crazy Rebecca…
…and something small and still
something that struggled for so long
lifts it’s feeble hands to the sky
drops them and shockingly,
dies.
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Mount Rose
In morning
Gray tendrils of clouds
Rise slowly,
Revealing
Mount Rose
Shining
Adorned in white crystalline.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Cars
About the threads on a
‘63 Ford Falcon
carburetor
Or if there is any such thing.
But seeing an old Falcon
Reminds me of the one
My mother had; second hand
Even then.
All those cars, from the days
When automobiles flashed
Buoyant personalities
And gas was well under a dollar.
The smell of gas!
You think it’s bad now?
The world reeked of it
As in a former age
When the world had an odor
Of horse manure
And sweaty wool
clothes,
In my youth grease and gas
Smelled clean, like progress
The exhaust pipes puttered out
Blue smoke, like
joyous
Muscle-god farts.
We had Mustangs and Thunderbirds
GTOs and Volkswagens
Camaros, El Dorados
Lincolns, and Buicks and Impalas
Magical chariots, which crashed
And smashed and mangled all sorts
Of reckless modern people.
Seatbelt were optional.
Some cars didn’t have them.
My father had a Nash
Sedan with a back seat
That folded into a bed.
The gas cap hid under the taillight.
There was a velvet rope on the backseat
And ashtrays imbedded in it everywhere.
What a car! I loved it so much.
It felt safe and warm and comfy
Because my parents never crashed.
We used to go for rides
In the country, on winding roads.
And I’d get carsick and we’d have to stop
So I could puke on the shoulder.
Mother would pour some coffee
From a plaid Thermos and they’d drink
Sharing
From the plastic cup on the top,
And they smoked and talked constantly
With the windows all rolled up.
I’d zone out from the Dramamine
And fall into daydreamy sleep.
Then, somewhere in the late 70s
When everything was turning to shit
The cars shrank into soapbars,
And by the 80s they all looked alike.
Now, the ugliest cars get great mileage
And a few don’t use any at all
But, it hardly matters because
They don’t look special.
Any day on the freeway there’s millions
Muttering like cowed, vengeful serfs
As they creep up and down the lanes
Through the cities of fast-dying dreams.
No one dies in cars now
They just crumple and tie up traffic.
Autos are safer and tamer and muted
But there’s hope--
They’re all made in China.
So, perhaps
I could die like a hero, like James Dean
With a genuine American Yeehah
Over a cliff, off the railing
After all.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
All You Children
To all you
children
Who suffer
alone
Who live by
your wits
Who tire of
four walls
And can’t go
outside to play.
All who are
lost
All who look
death and pain
In the face
everyday…
Children who
are hurt,
Children who
have forgotten how to cry
Children with
no lullaby…
I gather you
into my lonely arms
I hold you
close
And give you
what I can.
If I can’t
heal you, perhaps
We can learn
to hold on
To the sun
No matter how
dirty the sky
Today.
Solitude
(Desolate view with bench, Palo Alto Baylands) |
The wind is as light as a silk shirt
Against my skin, neither warm
Nor cool, its sensuous caress comforting
Holding at bay, just outside my memory
The loneliness I feel tonight.
I’m like the last palm
Standing solo in the dunes
Dreaming of the days of groves and springs.
I’m like poor Ishi, alone in the mountains
Family a memory, wandering sick in the trees.
I’m the last dog who was just outside
The gates of Pompeii after
the mountain gave
way…
but the dog eventually wanders off
finds a way to live, finds other dogs
forgets Pompeii and his old master.
Ishi comes down to the white man’s town
Resigned to death at their savage hands
and gets put in a
museum.
The palm tree feels its roots dry out
Topples one day and finds a new career
In slow decay.
So, as for me
I walk along this ridge
Feel the silk of the wind
Celebrate the scent of sage;
Encourage the sweet darkening of night
Make friends with bats, lizards and stars
And go on
Holding back the loneliness until
Sleep overtakes me and I meet old friends
In the fabric of dreams.
A.D.
(Double self-portrait by David Saltaire) |
Funny, hanging out with Jack. It was like
we’d never parted. There was a time, not so long ago that he and I were not
friends. We had been, long ago but, he had forsaken me and it hurt me, badly.
He had refused to stand by me after I was arrested. “I have to think of my
reputation,” he told me. “It wouldn’t do to have people think of you and me
together.” It was a betrayal. He’d always known about me and my little quirks.
I really hated him after that, really resented him. It didn’t seem to matter
now, although I couldn’t remember what had led to our reconciliation. Or even
that we had reconciled. It just stopped mattering. Things had gotten pretty
fuzzy around the edges.
“Really, though, Jack,” I said, “I’m not
even hungry. I passed a restaurant today and I could see in. There was quite a
banquet going on in there. The most wonderful food and a lot of it. I looked at
all of that food and it seemed beautiful. It almost made me cry. But, I was just admiring its collective gorgeousness.
I didn’t want any. I wasn’t in the least hungry. It was like looking at a
mannequin.”
“Honestly, David, why bother about it? It’s
just not important to you, anymore. Just move on and worry about something
else.”
“I wonder why it isn’t important, though. I
feel as though I am just a character in a book. They never eat, either. They
hunger for love but not food, at least not very often. That’s why I think I
like Dickens so much. His people always roll out these great feasts. They
hungered like I do… used to, anyway. Even Scrooge blamed seeing Marley’s ghost
on something he ate.”
Jack laughed. “You and your Dickens. Did
Dickens ever make the New York Times bestseller list? I don’t know why you like
to read that creaky old Victorian stuff.”
“I like it. It’s about the way people lived
then. You should read some for once. You haven’t read anything since you were
in school and yet you want to be a writer. What bullshit. How can you write
when you never read anything?”
“Well, I always passed my classes, didn’t I?
Who needs to read? I can pick stuff up pretty quick.”
“Not that it matters.”
Right, it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters.”
Jack gave me one of his patented
gingery-beard smiles. It was wonderful to see him looking so young. He looked
just the same as when we first met. All the stray hairs in his beard were
trimmed for once. His eyes were bright, not all clouded with alcohol and angst about
his latest girlfriend.
“So, nothing to worry about, eh?” He said.
Worried? No, I wasn’t worried about anyone
or anything. That in itself was remarkable because I’d always been a person
with passionate opinions and gargantuan worries. I was always restless,
fretful, opinionated, although good humored enough. Now, I scanned over some of
the things I ought to be fretting about.
Not one of them seemed important. Not even
work. Especially not work. Not my relationships with my parents. They had been
on my mind a lot the past few years. The fact of my not being involved in my
parents’ lives. And they were getting so old. Now, none of that troubled
me. Just some baggage I thought I needed
once. But, I’d been carrying it for so long and nothing inside those burdensome
cases even fit me, they were worn out, tattered. It was like being on a bridge
after walking for twenty miles griping the handles, arm aching, hands all
sweaty and blistering. Looking down into the dark water it was a great
temptation to throw all of it over the railing. And, why not? Seems I could
forgive Jack. Why not just get rid of all that trash? I made the decision to do
just that. I hoisted it up to the railing and over. It dangled in my sore hand,
straining my arm muscles. With a great sigh of relief, I let the hard-shelled
luggage go. I heard it splash heavily, and gurgle as it sank below those calm,
calm waters.
I felt so light, so happy. Gravity didn’t
seem to matter anymore, either. I floated with bounding steps until I was
actually aloft. It was easy, actually. It had never been so easy. I sailed over
rooftops, looking down at the earthbound. All the lonely people, going about
their daily business, their foolish, useless business. I felt a love for them, and
a pity. They couldn’t be up here with me. They didn’t seem to know how easy it
was to fly. It made me wonder about myself. How come I had never noticed it
before, myself? That I could fly. By now I was gaining altitude. What was
happening on the ground was very small and, very far away.
“It’s wonderful, isn’t it?” Jack said in my
ear.
“Hmm… yeah,” I replied. It’s fun.”
I realized we were flying together. Something told me it wouldn’t last though. As
we were flying through the air, with the greatest of ease we seemed to be
getting thinner and thinner, wider and wider. After a while I felt as big and
as thin as the whole sky, integrating with it and even into the trees and soil.
There was a long period, very long indeed,
where I wasn’t aware of anything at all, I was just being. There was no Jack,
no mother and father, no buildings, jobs, taxes, loves or hates. I saw nothing
and experienced everything. Suns were born and died, worlds leapt up and burned
to ash. Entire galaxies grew up before
my rapt eyes, turned on an invisible axis. The material world vibrated in a
song of indescribable beauty. The forever, endless black turned to light of a
thousand colors and began to flash like a strobe. It all seemed to happen
within me and without me. I was a part of the nervous, joyous music, ecstatic
and free, exulting in the great, over-arching intelligence that was the infinite
Creator.
Finally, there was only the calm. I floated
in it like a castaway in a milky sea. It
lulled me for ages, bringing blessed forgetfulness. I was nourished, without
striving. I was caressed by the saline universe. Then, the membrane began to
crack and the sea leaked out. The warmth became uncomfortable and cramped. I
longed to free myself from the cocoon of muscles I found myself in.
‘What is this?’ I thought, ‘what now?’ I
turned and felt a great pressure squeeze me, propelling me towards a sort of
door or hatch, viscous and red. Before I knew it I was through it and blinking,
dazed at the light.
The air felt chill and bracing. I lifted my
voice and cried out. I was trying to sing the universal song. It was a thin, but triumphant sound I made,
mingled with regret at having lost my safe, warm home in the sea. I heard about
me laughing and delighted exclamations, felt hands as big as giant leaves
holding me, laving me, pulling something from my belly and felt the odd pain of
severance.
And so, here I am, again. It’s time for some
sleep. I have much to do, much to re-learn. In the morning I’ll begin
collecting things to put into my hard bag again.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Intimations of Autumn
("Early Fall View, Palo Alto Baylands" by David Saltaire) |
It begins now
although days are still heated.
It begins in deep night
where the cold coils and waits;
it is there in the morning
where the crisp snap of air
makes me reach for my jacket
the light one I bring out
with one missing button .
I feel it now
in the ruddy sun’s setting,
in the damp under
trees.
in the midnight it’s creeping
in the rush of water
soft, in the old meadow
in the business of birds
and soft, timid mammals,
geese huddling, planning
ancestral arc of migration
I feel them now
as they test heavy wings
in the still of the cooling,
sapphire skies
growing restless in flight
I feel them weigh time,
watching the hours
without knowing they do this
but, soon they must fly.
Yes, it’s coming in echoes
from summers now past
when in spirals life winds
through it’s course, once again.
I don’t go to meet
what’s coming for me
but I won’t resist the
pull of its will;
I’ll go where I’m led,
with philosophical grace
and pass through the valley
of fall’s unsteady light
to the palace of winter’s
dark, icy might.
Oh, yes, it is
coming
from this very night.
Friday, September 7, 2012
Impress me, she said
Who knows what will impress you?
a massive building shining
implacable in the sun?
Something soft and furry, perhaps
or a diamond, or a war.
I could conjure one, with plenty of death
and heartache-- or speak of love instead--
how one afternoon, for hours
I gazed at the myriad expressions
on a lovely face.
Perhaps money impresses you
or, an original Warhol
or furniture, or the glint of gold on your wrist.
I don’t know. I’m impressed myself
with the desert silence, a cloud
the freedom of animals,
the daily poems in growing grass,
the patient trees. What impresses me
is the savage push and pull of the sea
the ancient shine of stars,
the lonely position we hold, suspended
swimming with life,
shouting into the sky.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Your Poem
One day
all your resentments and anger will dissolve
your daily concerns
will vanish, breath on a mirror…
your prejudices will no longer torment you
your skin color will have lost meaning
your gender will mean less
the things you had gathered to yourself
will pass to other hands
it will no longer matter what you were
wearing or not wearing
your hungers will cease to trouble you
sex will no longer drug you with desire
your hopes and dreams will be at an end
your opinions will be silenced
you will cease to stumble
you will know only the past.
That day
your worth will not
be measured by what you collected
but what you gave away
It won't matter who your friends were
or who your daddy was
but, who remembers you with a smile
and why they loved you.
One day
this will happen to you
the only thing left of you
will be your poem
rippling like an echo
radiating outward
until it becomes part of the background
a movement, a pulse
vibrating forever
woven into the delicate
fabric of the universe.
Know this
and live your poem
let it ring clearly
let it celebrate something
help it to light the truth
it will be here a long time
it will be what’s left of your beauty.
all your resentments and anger will dissolve
your daily concerns
will vanish, breath on a mirror…
your prejudices will no longer torment you
your skin color will have lost meaning
your gender will mean less
the things you had gathered to yourself
will pass to other hands
it will no longer matter what you were
wearing or not wearing
your hungers will cease to trouble you
sex will no longer drug you with desire
your hopes and dreams will be at an end
your opinions will be silenced
you will cease to stumble
you will know only the past.
That day
your worth will not
be measured by what you collected
but what you gave away
It won't matter who your friends were
or who your daddy was
but, who remembers you with a smile
and why they loved you.
One day
this will happen to you
the only thing left of you
will be your poem
rippling like an echo
radiating outward
until it becomes part of the background
a movement, a pulse
vibrating forever
woven into the delicate
fabric of the universe.
Know this
and live your poem
let it ring clearly
let it celebrate something
help it to light the truth
it will be here a long time
it will be what’s left of your beauty.
The True Vine
(Passion Flower Vine and Buds by David Saltaire) |
Perhaps you are a mirror
for the poor and despised man
to show him the nobility
that he carries deep within
if he cares to see.
Perhaps you are a lover
of all the pitiless and blind
from your tower of open pain
measuring with telescopes
the mercy of the sky.
And maybe you are just
another wavering illusion
on horizons of parched sand
pulling along the hopeful
giving meaning to the void.
Perhaps you were drawn
from the bright nucleic acids
of our yearning to be something
more than mere survivors
on a cinder from a star.
Or, maybe
you just are.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Waterfire
“We know so very little about this strange planet we live on, this haunted world where all answers lead only to more mystery.”
― Edward Abbey
― Edward Abbey
how my reedfence
glowed
fluting, golden,
comforting,
familiar,
in the heat of
settling days.
The iron rolls of
clouds
shone over the
valley.
Mountains stood,
breathing,
offering bouquets
of rock
waiting
for the sun to drop
away
into nearly sudden
dark.
Winking lion sleepy
linger…
finally,
a pattering
song
rainchimes
water hollows
made of soft wood
printing soul tears
drumming
icesoft
so
the air exhaled
sweeter than
virgins,
pungent time
drank madly
rising Minerva-eye
mist.
far off
flash/flashed
krakatoa diamond
white/amethyst/
gray
fading swiftly
quietly indigo
and muttering.
obsidian shine
rivulets
snaked and
pooled
down
the
hills
and even
ladyreno
wearing cynical
neons
returns innocent
widefaced
child
holding the hand
of the biggest
bigness
it cannot
not now
not ever
really
forsake.
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